This morning I was going through my poems in search of something and found this poem. It’s one I wrote sometime ago, and thought it might be helpful for you in understanding a little about the “how to” of spiritual ascension–of self-discovery.
Mosaic Woman Structure
There’s no way to tell you
What I’m feeling inside
Hard to spread out truth
Where so much error lies
We tend to get angry
Distant
Protective
When we only have peeks at
The vast, wide perspective
How can I give you
What’s still in slow progress—
Simmering
Stirring
Beneath a steeled surface
I’m afraid you can’t see me
Misinterpret my motives
Scared you’re repulsed by
My scarcely lit votives
Sometimes I’m impatient
Empty and maxed
Others I’m fearful
Overwhelmed
Even taxed
A mixture of emotion
Melting pot of expression
Trying to make it
In the wake of destruction
I don’t expect anything
Not words, mercy, soothing
Not seeking adornment
Or a lengthy, long meeting
I’m not asking for
Acceptance
Approval
Affection
Just that you feel this
These words I’m attempting
Life can be difficult
Confusing
And raw
Our wounds can be triggered
Till there’s no love at all
Why I’m now a deep fisher
My line sunk into
The whole of my being
Seeking her, me, she
You—
The girl that was shattered
A child black and blue
Adolescent disaster
Reckless teen on the loose
With time and attention
I will find all the pieces
Reel them in
Rearranging
With care and adhesive
Until the sum total
Of parts melds into
Mosaic Woman Sculpture
The real me that’s true.
I’m beginning to enjoy your writing shares. I think we share in relate-able back stories and motives for writing. As I read some of your past post I also look forward to the next…
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Thank you so much! I enjoy your posts as well!
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A really amazing poem
Thank you
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Thank you so much!
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Beautiful and I loved the way you penned such a unique manner you expressed
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Thank you!
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Reblogged this on Twinflame Healing and commented:
l would like to share a poem by Phoenix Inspring whom l have a similar journey about having a kid with autism. As she says in her manifestation we are the lucky ones to endure the process and praise our abundance of spritual growh.
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By all means. Thank you so much!
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you are welcome :))
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And also, much love as you continue your journey.
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Thank you with graditude
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Beautiful poem. Thank you so much for sharing it with us!
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Thanks so much, Dawn!
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A wonderful post!! Thanks so much for sharing this! Loved the Mosaic Structure theme! You may enjoy this poem of mine – “HER MOSAIC HEART” – https://thereluctantpoetweb.wordpress.com/2018/04/02/her-mosaic-heart/
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xoxoxo
Chuck
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Thank you so much for the reblog post. So kind of you!
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Beautiful poem🙂🙂
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Thank you!!
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